Brokenness and Healing is a topic I have been dwelling on a lot lately. Maybe because I have been reflecting on how God helped me heal. I want to help those out there that are hurting. Who are broken. I was once broken. I went through the 5 stages of grief. I learned how to let go and let God. I am HEALED!
So to the young woman who asked me how to heal, I say this. I don't exactly know how I healed, or where along the way it happened, but it was a journey, as all life is. It was a journey of seeking God, and knowing that He is always faithful. A journey of letting go of the past and pressing on to the future. A journey of learning the real definition of fearless. (not just the Taylor Swift album.) That is: no matter what, facing each day one day at a time. The biggest part of that journey was being able to identify my hurt, and allowing myself to forgive those who hurt me. I know it hurts now, but have hope, because one day it won't. One day you will realize that your life, and what God gave you is way more than your wildest dreams. I look back at the tears in the rain, and my anger that I took out on the loading shoot pull up bar, and splitting wood and I know that that void, is full. That those shattered pieces of my heart were planted and grew beautiful things.
This is for you Bex.<3 I love you!! This time in your life is just a season. Before you know it you will have a 3 year old running all over your house, dancing to First by Lauren Daigle. And your life will be full.
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